Since i told that we were back to normal nothing became normal.
sham ma's dad her mom now don't trust me. the reason this
is happening because i don't give trust to sham ma . the
reason why i don't trust her is the way she treats me
the way she cares about me. most of the time people says
girls cry in relations. did any one notice if you have
love any one so much and that person hurts you daily
what will you feel. sham ma i still need you a lot. i
want to be with you whole my life. hope you understand
me. mubaa shamma ah beynun kameh kuran nudheny mubaa
happy koh nubahahttaathy. but i reall do want to see
you play have fun with you friends. things what had
happen in our life it really hurts me alot i cry daily
for you .sham ma mubaa happy nukureveythy. i really need
you. i love you. please come back to me. ummmwaaah..

Things have been change so far. The way I wanted to be the way shamma should be we are happy once again. She happy I am happy. Few things should be correct then we are great no one will distract with our happy life is just me and shamma... Babby I am so happy that you change your self just for me.. Thank you a lot I miss you so much. I wish it would fine here after onwards... Really misses you when you came to me as I was thinking of you. After all you even wanted to be with me happy now. It’s easy to let go off unwanted stuff like revenge for your self. After I’ve been crying I prayed to Allah to make our life better then this. I love you so much

This is for you babby...


Sweet as a rose bud bright as a star cute as a Butterfly thats what u are.bundles of joy sunshine and fun you are everything i luv all rolled into 1I have liked many but loved only you.no-one has been as sweet as u are.I'd stand and wait in the worlds longest queue.just for the pleasure of a moment with u.A special smile a special face.a special someone i cant replace.i luv u i always will.uve filled a space no one can fill!babby ur clever girl ur smart.girl ur like a work of art.girl ur sexy girl ur fine.d only thing u always will be mine!i luv ur eyes i luv ur smile.i cherish ur ways i adore ur style.Wot can i say?ur 1of a kind & 24/7 ur on my mind!As I lie awake in my bed.All sorts of thought run through my head,Like why do I love u as much as I do.den I realise its because u r mine!I believe that God above created u for me to luv.he picked you out from all the rest cos he knew id luv you the best!I love so much my heart is sure.As time goes on I love you more,Your happy smile.Your loving face No1 will ever take your placeI asked an angel 2 watch over u, but he back sooner than xpected!i asked y?He said "an angel doesnt need 2 watch over an angel!"What's the difference between pleasure and torture? Pleasure is thinking of you & torture is thinking of you too much.but i can contrall the torture which is from uI opened my purse and found it empty.i reached in 2 my pocket and found a few coins then i searched my heart and found u!dats wen i realised how rich i amuv been called b4 cupids court 4 stealin my heart.trespassin in my dreams & robin me of my senses.uv been sentenced 2 a lifetime with me- how do u plead?1st time i saw u i was scared 2 touch u.1st time i touched u i was scared 2 kiss u.1st time i kiss u i was scared to luv u.but now dat i luv u im scared 2 lose u!To live dis life i need a heartbeat.to have a heartbeat i need a heart.to have heart i need happiness.to have happiness i need u!i asked God 4 a rose & he gave me a garden.i ask God 4 a drop of water & he gave me an ocean.i asked God 4 an angel &he gave me u!Why do birds fall from da sky everytime u walk by? why do stars fall from da sky? cause like me they want 2 b near u!One day u'll ask me: "whats more important to u- me or ur life?" ill say "my life" and u'll go and leave without even knowing that u are my lifeDREAMS. Ur only mine wen i dream.wen i wake i wanna scream.ur not mine im all alone.i can only text u on my fone.do dreams lie or r dey true-i hope so cos babes i want u!If dreams werent dreams & dreams came true i woodnt b here id b wiv u.Distance is 1 thing dat keeps us apart.But ull always remain in my heart!Y do we close our eyes wen we sleep- wen we dream, wen we kiss?dis is becoz the most precious thing in the world is unseen.Wen i close my eyes i c u!Dream a dream 2nite as u sleep.smile a smile 2morrow that u may keep.may all of ur dreams and wishes come true cause i could`nt find a better friend like u!

things happening in between us are going bad
day by day. nothing happen rite . i feel really
lonely. i wanted things to be normal again.
babby i need you with this. we both need to
help on this. i haven't seen you so long .
i misses you so badly wish you are here with
me. i love you babby.. hope you understand my
damn life. which is not happy now.. babby
be with me. whether we have fights doesnt
have to end up like this .please contral your
anger you no that while we have fights we arnt
stoping it quickly rite. . my foult that i mad you
angry when you needed me to contral you. but i
guess i have been a bad boyfriend after all.. babby
come back hope you see this really soon. i love you
for the rest of my whole life . wether you beleave
this i will wait for you.mubaa kithahme varakah
babby hoadhan ulhunaas babby ge rulhi maithiri
v ma thaa mubaa ah kameh kuraveynee. infect i cant
even give you an hug even i am sorry. what i have said
to you i felt really bad. i miss you dear.i love you umwaah