HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ( 1Year & 10 Months )

Its been another anniversary month today its
our 1year 10month anniversary.. happy to be
with my love. been with you make me happy.
On the phone while talking i just see you.
only you. I do no why. because i am deeply in
love with you. wanna be with you entire life
looking at you and sharing my feelings to you.
makes me love you more.. Babby i love you so much.
i can do anything to get more love from you.
today i feel thinking about my first time meeting.
i went to the place where you told me to come about
6pm something. And you kept me waiting their
for a while.hehe.. Then we went inside the house
garage and started talking . i was speechless.and
thank you babby to keep talking non stopping.
babby you got scared that some one might see us
together. So you took me inside the garage their was
a dark little road that no one comes their. While we
were talking you saw a gecko (hoanu) coming towards
us.you got so scared and you hold my hand that time.
At that moment we both looked each other. By
accident we had a kiss for few minutes.this was my
greatest time with you ever.. making me love you that
day. you where totally a stranger for me before the kiss
we had .And thank you for making me love you and
making me happy and sad. i love you and a very Happy
Anniversary.ummwaahh.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

I Notice Some

If i could see the many ways

you are visible,
my sight would be full
of signs of you.

As it is,
regularly,
what touches my senses,
reminds me of you.

Sunlight touching a lake,
the first winter snowfall
brushing past me feather like.
Birds songs,
filling my mornings walk.
Children playing, laughing
drifting past me,
escaping from a school yard i am passing.
Spring warmth
that easily lifts away
winter heaviness.

So many signs of you
reminders of you,
swirl into my life;
In the cloud of my existance,
i notice some.

Locked Heart ...

Searching inside myself
i find my heart
locked up.

I can’t remember locking it,
but there it is
locked.

I guess it makes sense,
this locked heart,
because for a while now
i have had trouble
finding my emotions.

Whispers of them do touch
my present
softly telling of how i feel
burt not with a certainty
or a loudness
that signals clearly to me
that i feel such and such
about such and such.

Sometimes though

my heart gets popped open
when extremely angry
people are around;
and then, unusually,
i am very in touch with my anger.

Other times
when i am with someone
whos is very excited or happy
i can feel the strain it takes
for my heart to remain locked;
i become still, all of me freezes
as my heart keeps breaches from happening
as feelings stir within it
awakened
by the loudness of anothers expression.

A Special Day

Babby i was waiting for our
2 years anniversary. Guess what?
We are gonna celebrate our 1 year 11
months on this Thursdays. I wanna spend
the whole day with you that day. Even tough
i am already yours so i don't worried about it.
Because i love you and i know that you will be their
for me always .. I love you from the bottom of my
heart.. And my heart only beats just for your love only.

~ LOVE YOU ALLOT ~

My Favourite Song

Bob Dylan - Sara

I laid on a dune I looked at the sky
When the children were babies and played on the beach
You came up behind me, I saw you go by
You were always so close and still within reach.

Sara, Sara
Whatever made you want to change your mind
Sara, Sara
So easy to look at, so hard to define.

I can still see them playing with their pails in the sand
They run to the water their buckets to fill
I can still see the shells falling out of their hands
As they follow each other back up the hill.

Sara, Sara
Sweet virgin angel, sweet love of my life
Sara, Sara
Radiant jewel, mystical wife.

Sleeping in the woods by a fire in the night
Drinking white rum in a Portugal bar
Them playing leapfrog and hearing about Snow White
You in the marketplace in Savanna-la-Mar.

Sara, Sara
It's all so clear, I could never forget
Sara, Sara
Loving you is the one thing I'll never regret.

I can still hear the sounds of those Methodist bells
I'd taken the cure and had just gotten through
Staying up for day in the Chelsea Hotel
Writing "Sad-Eyed Lady of the Lowlands" for you.

Sara, Sara
Wherever we travel we're never apart
Sara, Sara
Beautiful lady, so dear to my heart.
How did I meet you ? I don't know
A messenger sent me in a tropical storm
You were there in the winter, moonlight on the snow
And on Lily Pond Lane when the weather was warm.

Sara, Sara
Scorpio Sphinx in a calico dress
Sara, Sara
You must forgive me my unworthiness.

Now the beach is deserted except for some kelp
And a piece of an old ship that lies on the shore
You always responded when I needed your help
You gimme a map and a key to your door.

Sara, Sara
Glamorous nymph with an arrow and bow
Sara, Sara
Don't ever leave me, don't ever go.

Relation Problems

problems from the relation come when people thinks
from there brain but not from the heart.they tell what
ever that comes to the mind and make some one really
hurt. i dont think thats fare for them. we need to think
before we say something to them. for an example,
(my girlfriend told me that she loves me but she want
me to be with some one else. she doesnt even thought
how much i love her.and she keeps telling me more and
more.. i love her so much but she hurts me by telling things
like that. then later when she realise she have done some
thing wronge and she want to aplogize me. still i keep
forgiving her as it's like nothing happen in between us.)
is this a simple think to a person not to be hurt. i think it
is a situation he should be hurt. if i were him i'll also be
hurt. this is just one example from me. people in relations
please think from your heart when ever you say it to ur love
ones or to neither of them. think about it first .then spell it
out. this is my advice to you people dont hurt any one wether
you love him/her or wether he/she loves you.

MY THOUGHT

I beleave in love. Love is not a game. Love is
not easy to find. It not for sale. I am one of them
who got some one special. Some one i accidently
met in a place accidently fell in love with her. 9times
we had break ups. Still i couldnt miss any love or any
thing for her. I love her so much.. I could even do any
thing that i can hurt her.. Although i am the person who
was hurted but still i love her becaouse i dont wanna miss
my chance of loving her.. I love you babby.. Will be their for
you allways when you ever needed me..

Dream

Never have I wantedsomeone like this before
Now we are all alonelet me explain it more
A little romance girl, is all that's on my mind
Tonight we could fly so highI'll do all the things you like
(If its all right, can I...)Come lay next to you girl
(If its okay, can I play...)And climb into your world
(I know its late, but I can't wait)
I need to feel you nowThis is my LOVE DREAM
Time after time girl, these thoughts race through my mind
When I'm asleep girl, I dream ya body's next to mine
I wanna wake up to ya smile and look into your pretty eyes
I'm glad you fell off that cloud and now your here with me now
(If its all right, can I...)Come lay next to you girl
(If its okay, can I play...)
And climb into your world(I know its late, but I can't wait)
I need to feel you now
This is my LOVE DREAMIf its alright, can I...
If its okay, can I play...If its alright, can I...
If its okay, can I play...
I know its late, but I can't waitIf its okay, can I play...
This is my LOVE DREAM(If its all right, can I...)
Come lay next to you girl(If its okay, can I play...)
And climb into your world
(I know its late, but I can't wait)I need to feel you now
This is my LOVE DREAMIf its alright, can I...
I just wanna need you, baby
If its okay, can I play...
I know its late, but I cant wait (cant wait)
This is my LOVE DREAMGirl anything
Any complication
Everybody, I just wanna letcha
I've been dreaming about this girl

WHATS WRITTEN INSIDE ↓↓

I thought I would let you know that my love for you is burning
very brightly this afternoon. My heart longs for you.
My heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice. My
heart longs to be filled with joy by your smile. My
heart longs for my love, respect and adoration to flow
to you as I gently kiss your hands. My heart longs to
be warmed when I hold you in my arms. My heart longs
to feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your
beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you. My heart longs to
see our love for one another grow as we sit on the couch
and we share from the heart. My heart longs to express
my love for you as I rub your leg while we talk. My heart
longs to be calmed and comforted as I lovingly kiss and
caress your bare arms. My heart longs for me to cup your
face in my hands and draw you in for a tender, loving and
passionate kiss. My heart longs to feel the sensual passion
and desire as we feed each other grapes. My heart longs to
express its desire as I tenderly and lovingly touch your
lower back. My heart longs for me to feel the love and desire
of your gentle touch. My heart longs to experience the sensual
passion between us. My heart longs to feel the love and joy of
us cuddling and snuggling close.
I adore you my love.

UMWAH

I love you! Just writing that puts a smile on
my face.You put a smile on my face. I love
you because of your sweetness, your kindness,
your tenderness and your thoughtfulness. I love
you because are you are my dear friend and
loving companion. You smile at my silly jokes
and enjoy my youthful spirit.I love you because
I have a longing to be close to you and you long
to be close to me. I love snuggling with you in
front of a fire and cuddling with you as we watch
TV. I love to be near you. I love holding your
hand on a walk during the day and holding
your hands across the table at a restaurant at
night.I love you because you listen to me as
I share the small triumphs or struggles of the
day.I love you because in moments of friction
between us, you hear me out. Even when you don’t
agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand
me. I love you because you respect me. You honor the
man that I am, rather than try to make me into someone
I am not. You suffer my imperfections and my
shortcomings largely without complaint.I love you
because you appreciate me. You enjoy my attentiveness
and appreciate my efforts to romance you. You
appreciate my generosity to yourself and my
generosity toward others.

I love you